My little cousin just came out to me.

 


I’ve known for a while but, she just told me. I’m the only one that knows and its SO HARD not to tell anybody. 
I had to say something somewhere.
Now all 300 of you know…
 

I hope you’re happy with her. 
I hope she treats you right. 
I hope you love her better than you loved me.
I hope you don’t forget me and everything I was to you.
Don’t ask me why; time can fly and life can pass me by. 
I can erase you physically, and trust me I have. 
But the ghost of you still haunts me, like it always has. 
Overcome by this curse; I will love you forever. and always. 

Not a sound. No guilt. Just your cruel words hanging in the air; 
Leaving me to soak in and choke on. 
and just like that.. it’s over once again.
So, go on and go.
Life will go on.. with or without you.
I hope when we meet again someday, we can look at each other in peace.
I’ll see you when I fall asleep.